i'm alone becasue I know you arent here

hmmm I feel so sad right now
I really have no reason why

I was looking at Vargas's MSN space
and I was happy
to see that my picture was under his "buds" section
I didnt think it would be

then I saw Jordyns
(which is fine,
I know they're friends)
but I remember once
telling her that I went to one of his parties
and she was all "scrunched up disaproving face"
but who does she hang out with and love now?
VARGAS
it just bugs me becasue its like she thinks shes so much cooler than me
i really hate her
and her face
and odd mishapen legs

but its ok
because she is getting a reputation as a slut
and she can go have herpes
(whoops!)

feel better
I feel empty though
I feel like I feel when I'm home alone
sad, lonely and empty.
I think its missing davie symptons
baby I need you to come back
and hold me when I feel this way

i love knowing that any time I needed you
(even at 3 am?)
you would be there for me
and that makes me so happy
no one else would do that for me

i really really need to cry in your arms
and be hugged
I miss you so much babe.

(uh oh tears)